Life | mommaceitta's Blog

Today my mind races and I want to write, but what do I have to say? anything to offer?
this is my journey to disability, and today i sat without water or heat. I wonder often how did this happen. But i really am not complaining as we have a roof over our heads. So not homeless just yet, and we are still together. 
I have learned through much prayer to let the past go and looking at my hubby in a different way, now i only feel love and i like it this way.
As all of last week i went to my best friends after her surgery, and seeing how she treats her man is terrible, never have i felt so sorry for someone. He waits on her hand and foot, cooks cleans hands over money just what ever, and she talks down all the time.I don't ever want to be that kind of person, not judging her just saying...
but have found will be up for hearing in February, 2 judges for the whole state. So that explains the long wait. I have so many diagnosis, most chronic I hope to be approved, if not i don't know what i will do. 
But things will get better i know this just because in the mist of these hard ships my heart isn't bitter, and i still love with my whole heart, thank you Jesus.
So deeper i go into to depression, no not gonna give in nor give-up..I know GOD HAS A PLAN FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE and all i want is to be in his will. JESUS help me to be all i can be for your honor and glory.